Dec 12 2005

Race riots in Australia…

Charlene @ 12:32 am

…by white supremecists and the type so far :P Nice to see everyone’s got a bit of bigot in em…interesting to also see that it isn’t widely broadcast yet – not on yahoo or nytimes yet, but I saw it first on…wikipedia. Weird.

Google’s aggregate so far: Linky

I’ve heard rumblings from people I know from Austria of arab descent starting a few years back, and we’ve seen France, and now Australia. Hmm. Patterns?

As for other riots, China’s had em recently, too, but more for corruption/disparities. Oh, wait, that’s kinda the same, isn’t it?

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Dec 10 2005

Books I hope to read shortly

Charlene @ 10:30 am

A Feast for Crows
Pyongyang (graphic novel)
Strangers in Paradise Book 5
Wild Girls
Beyond Black
Memories of my Melancholy Whores
Never Let Me Go
On Beauty
Veronica
Collapse
Madness and Civilization
Finishing Democracy Matters and Fast Food Nation

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Dec 09 2005

woot chinese food

Charlene @ 12:30 am

It was bad. I am sad.

Hope peoples are doing ok…I’m closing in on my last real schoolday and finals are next week…then, off to Atlanta, Durham, and Atlanta again.

Bonnie’s cocktail party is going to be soooo awesome…I’m cooking the h’ourve..h’ors d’oeuvre…appetizers. Latin/Asian-y, but not fusion. Everyone will stay in their own buckets, thank you very much.

Plus, I had an interesting seminar on HIV that was like Gallo but mini-me-version (if you believe the And the Band Played On portrayal). And remembering he wasn’t really mini, this guy. That would’ve been beyond my ability to stay in class, then.

I have to find a cocktail dress somewhere…and shave my legs. This is one of those moments where you look sad but you’re kinda showing off in an hidden-gleeful kinda way. I would think RR may understand.

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Dec 06 2005

Guilt

Charlene @ 11:46 pm

Now several hours after my mini-meltdown concerning my perception of the work ethic at, well, work, I am starting to feel less extreme and more generally bad. Or guilty.

Long story short, I had one of those moments where I felt like everything sucked and that it was all their (as in, everyone else’s, pretty much) fault. The whole taking ownership of a problem, where the buck stops, the role of a manager versus his subordinates, the whole nine yards. Being at the bottom of the pile was bumming me out, as it sometimes appears I take ownership of a lot of other people’s (well, specifically one person’s) work, the buck often would stop with me, and I felt like I sometimes had to manage the manager. All of which made me sulky.

And now, I think all the bad vibes have gotten to me. What if they *heard*!? As I wasn’t too quiet and the door was open…What if I am just blinded by the moment!? If I meant it, shouldn’t I not care whether I was heard or not? And what if other people really are just as overwhelmed as me, so everyone’s pulling what they can?

I just don’t know…I like em for sure as people, but I’m iffy-er on the whole professional/work end of things. Should I be so iffy? Shouldn’t I just suck it up and do the best I can? Even if that means I’m a party pooper and that I’m always working?

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Dec 05 2005

Group/Project management and Technology

Charlene @ 3:01 pm

Recent experiences have fulminated and come to a point where I’ve crystallized some seat-of-the-pants operating rules for group work and projects. It sure would be nice to know the “real” way things should work, but until then. Robert’s Rules don’t count, either. As a result, I volunteered this as the background/subtext for a presentation I, in a moment of desperation, proposed concerning some tools to smooth these processes out – as tools, mind you. They don’t whip you; you use them as the whip :)

Anyway. Link’s on the right if you come to the site directly, or the presentation link is here.

Back to my stump: The point of group work is that it is a gestalt both in scope and process – it is assumed that the sum of the project is worth more than the individual tasks within it and that those who work on it are worth more together than individually. Otherwise, what’s the point of having a group project, much less a group? Correspondingly, it’s a lot harder to handle than you’d think if just based the legwork and all on the individual tasks and collaborators. To handle that stuff, I think it’s best to be able to make the group, well, agile – can attack problems from many directions due to past experiences and personal strengths to come up the best solution. In other words, in order to really unleash this group gestalt goodness, it’s like hearding cats. Wet angry ones who somehow have decided it’s your fault they’re wet.

Many projects and groups, I think, fail to deliver their potential due to energy being wasted elsewhere. Most times, it’s because of things like inefficiencies, egos, feet-dragging, or whatever. And I think a lot of this, in turn, is due to the adverse feelings people often have about how to go about working together. I think everyone needs to know where everyone else is coming from. I think people should agree on how to progress structurally – timelines for general parts, deliverables, and what not. And then the sticking point – actually enforcing those rules and that respect. Or agreeing, if you prefer to use the iron hand/velvet glove conceit. Somewhere, the buck has to stop. It would be nice to have it happen by consensus, but sometimes a person emerges from the group as the enforcer of sorts. Ideally, this person would be semi-official, as in, everyone agrees the person will be the manager of the group, so as to minimize resentments and ‘you’re not the boss of me!’-type reactions. Tired now, though, so check out the link for more about this and the tools that, erm, help.

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